Pendulum Ball
yesterday i went to view a couple of apartments and stumbled upon a shoebox with decent enough a rent. laid back housemates, a red comfy couch in a cosy living room and a backyard for weekend bbq. and they have a cat in the house!
but i went back ‘home’ feeling unsettled.
london was my dream 10 years ago and it still is. and now that i am here there lies a tiny but gaping hole in the heart. or rather it has been filled up halfway with that recent love affair, which most of you have come to hear me rambling on and on about.
so i have made up my mind to move back to istanbul, to put an end to the ‘what if’(s).
london is that perfect man i have dreamt about, istanbul seems to be that imperfection that i would rather live with.
for now.
i change my mind like a five year old in a candy store.
i feel you. =)
talk soon, please, after this crazy week at work.
eep!
Comment by Q — July 28, 2008 @ 3:24 pm
woman, you’re working too hard. stay home and catch me online.
*waiting
Comment by Tutee Ng — July 29, 2008 @ 8:28 pm
i watched mama mia on dvd and hey i like it. You should catch “Love Guru”. It’s crappy shit but it makes sense in an illogical way.. the way i like it.. haha.. love you hunz!
Comment by Syaz — July 30, 2008 @ 6:18 pm