March 16, 2009

…was having one of those post midnight table (and green tea) talk with a friend in her bachelorette pad, explaining (examining) my current state of being:

i am now reminded of my state from where i was (not too long ago), not necessarily making great impact but greatly influenced, like a small fish in a big ocean. then years on i took a taste of being a hammershark, in a small tank. glorified, self gratifying, but in realization it was indeed a rather small tank. turn left, and it’s the glass, turn right and that’s it.

now as i throw myself back into the ocean, i am now a plankton in a vast amount of space. not necessarily making a great impact, but picking things up along the way from the highly influential.

to discover, perhaps.

March 9, 2009

today life’s back to normal. it feels good. random i know. but just embracing the state of normality, is not quite an everyday affair. it’s fullmoon tomorrow.

i move in, tomorrow.

dilemma part ii

March 1, 2009

deciding between art & design, is like deciding between istanbul & london.
except that the i can’t quite run into visa issues for the former,
get kicked out, and have a default option.

this whole arty exposure have lead me to conclude than i do want to something more meaningful in life, rather than to wank off my emotional baggage on a canvas while basking in its limelight with a wine glass in one hand.

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